Thursday, October 28, 2010

Another Halloween

As another Halloween approached I can't help but thing of all the things that make be feel the way I do about this time of year. The post, A Brief Change in Direction is an overall explanation of how satanism operates as I understand it. Some Things I Can't Explain tell of a particular Halloween experience of mine at the age of 7. Being a victim of satanism pretty much guarantees I am always affected by this holiday and My Halloween Condition pretty much tells how I usually cope with that.


While I'm not one to dwell on my past, I won't even try to deny there are forces beyond us at work in this work so.I have a healthy perspective to protect myself when need be. With my experience last year Halloween - 2009 I wondered how I would be affected this year. I guess my answer came in the form of another memory.

This time I saw the angel that wrapped her wings around me and protected me from the darkness on that Halloween so many years ago. Up until now, I haven't known about that angel. Her presence, for some reason, tucked away with the memories of another alter who's been inaccessible until now. Why, I don't know. All I know for sure is this memory soothes my fears and makes another Halloween bearable.

7 comments:

purple cupcakes said...

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Ivory said...

What a wonderful memory!

maiaT said...

Lovely story but still I'm glad we don't have this holiday.
Thanks for stopping by.

Kahless said...

Hi Mikael,

Long time no comment, sorry.

I am really careful to shun everything to do with Halloween, now I know more about the evil it holds. Its frightening that it seems to be more and more "innocently" celebrated by kids.

K
xx.

63mago said...

Good.

Frazzled Farm Wife said...

Thanks goodness for your angel! And thank goodness for another tolerable halloween for you!

iKitty said...

I'm glad all went well for you this Halloween. It's a frightening time for some and however you need to handle it in your healing journey, only YOU are the best to decide.

You have taken steps to keep your system protected and that's very important. I wish you the best in your journey. It's never easy!