As another Halloween approached I can't help but thing of all the things that make be feel the way I do about this time of year. The post, A Brief Change in Direction is an overall explanation of how satanism operates as I understand it. Some Things I Can't Explain tell of a particular Halloween experience of mine at the age of 7. Being a victim of satanism pretty much guarantees I am always affected by this holiday and My Halloween Condition pretty much tells how I usually cope with that.
While I'm not one to dwell on my past, I won't even try to deny there are forces beyond us at work in this work so.I have a healthy perspective to protect myself when need be. With my experience last year Halloween - 2009 I wondered how I would be affected this year. I guess my answer came in the form of another memory.
This time I saw the angel that wrapped her wings around me and protected me from the darkness on that Halloween so many years ago. Up until now, I haven't known about that angel. Her presence, for some reason, tucked away with the memories of another alter who's been inaccessible until now. Why, I don't know. All I know for sure is this memory soothes my fears and makes another Halloween bearable.