I came to a realization last night when I was at at annual dinner meeting for my horse club. I am getting to be rather bitter about some of the things that have happened to me over the last couple of years. I am so angry about people jumping in and taking sides who don't even know me or anything near the truth about stuff that has happened that it's done something inside me.
Normally I am pretty easy going. I am accepting of people along with their flaws and I don't take things personally. However, these betrayals by people I thought were my friends have felt darn personal and those on the fringe taking sides have felt pretty darn personal too. The whole thing has ellicted a response in me I just didn't expect and I'm not sure what I'm going to do about it. All I know is I don't like it at all.