A Brief Change in Direction

I need to interrupt this series on Questions, Lots of Questions that I've been running. My timing was not good here. There are important things happening in the world of satanism and even more importantly to those who are trying to free themselves from the grasp of that darkness. While it is important to be answering questions and enlightening people, it is equally important to be on top of things.

To some who are reading this blog, this is probably obvious because they are dealing with the inner turmoil the holiday brings . But this information is still unknown to those who are learning about this perversion for the first time. I think it serves both types of readers to address this situation when it is most timely. So here it goes.

Right now is the very worst time of year for anyone who has been touched by satanism. It is not just the approaching date of Oct 31 that is the problem. The celebration of Halloween for the practicing satanist is not just one day. This holiday is a marathon of evil that lasts two weeks long.

The rituals have been going on for days. It is a building process. The darkness of the rituals will build to the culmination tomorrow night. Only when the sun rises on All Saints Day will the evil stop. The satanists will be driven back into the darkness when the saints reclaim the mother earth and their victims will be allowed to go home.

This is the belief system upon which they operate. But you need to know that they are working for the day that there is so much evil in the world that the saints can no longer reclaim it. Their goal is to convert over enough of humankind that the Savior falls. To this end, they are continually looking for new victims and making sure they do not lose the ones they have.

For anyone who has been touched by satanism, the pull begins the beginning of Oct. With each passing day, it grows stronger and stronger. Inner programming is trying to assert itself to bring the victim back to the cult to participate in the greatest of all holidays.

Victims who have been living normal lives most of the time, will feel the tug to return. If they don't respond and release the participating personality, they will be consumed with depression. Enveloped in a stifling darkness that is designed to overpower them and return them to the dark side. If they don't, they will be in grave danger from within. If they do, they will be victimized yet again.

Each of these victims has been programmed with an enforcer. The role of the enforcer is to protect the secrets and the cult and to get the survivor back to the cult whenever she/he is supposed to be there. There are preset triggers, including ignoring programming, that signal and enforcer to begin assaulting the victim. These triggers, their timetable etc are all determined by the role the victim plays within the cult's structure.

These enforcer assaults can take many forms including self mutilation, self medicating, psychological assaults and suicide. Most victims who have awareness of the enforcer's existence within are far enough along in their recovery to be frightened and seeking help. Others may not have a clue that they are being assaulted. All they know is how they feel and that is, they want to be dead!

Notice I didn't say "die," I said "be dead." It has been my experience with survivors that they characteristically make the distinction between the two. They want to "be dead" and have it over with. They don't want more pain or "to die" they just want a resolution. The only resolution that seems possible for them is to "be dead." It is an interesting distinction to say the least.

Many times this great pain inflicted by an enforcer will cause the multiple to switch personalities to weaker personalities. The stronger controlling personalities have become so exhausted trying to cope they have run out of ideas and can be seduced into relinquishing control thinking they are doing what is safe for them when they are really playing right into the hands of their programmers.

It is turning the body over to the weaker personalities that opens the doors for the cult personality to be freed. The weaker personalities are easily intimidated and have difficulty maintaining control on their own. Switches can happen often causing more chaos and a further downward spiral. It is from this chaos that the participating personality (or personalities) can be unleashed. Once that happens the body can be returned to the cult to be victimized again.

For those reading this blog and learning about these issues for the first time, I know that this may all sound surreal. How can it possibly be? Yet, as I have suggested in my recent comments, if you were to follow some of the comments of readers back to their sources, you will find people involved in this very struggle. Others I have found looking through my stats. I assure you they are out there, survivors fighting for their very lives. And if you look closely, you will see that they are coming from around the globe.


These people reading my blog are seeking answers. Some way to understand what is happening to them. Some help finding protection. Any hint to help them survive their enforcers.Some way to be freed from this yearly assault. Anything at all that will relieve their pain and keep them alive. What they need is some hope and some prayers from those of you who can.

It's obvious that satanism is not going to be stopped overnight or even anytime soon. It is the oldest struggle on earth and yet it has been the most hidden. Many choose to see it as the ravings of religious fanatics or lunatics and deny its existence. That denial is what gives it the power to be such a force in the world.

For those that are out there struggling to be freed from its clutches, I would ask that my other readers please think of them. Pray for them or send them light or well or whatever it is that you do for those who need help. Because I assure you they need all of the help and support they can get.

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