Questions, Lots of Questions Part 2

Questions, Lots of Questions Part 1

While I didn't have an specific questions for this post, I thought it was an appropriate place to add some information that might answer some unspoken questions.

I did go back to the neighborhood that I grew up in and spoke to a neighbor. This woman and her daughter I became quite attached to as a teenager. I asked her if she could believe that my family would be involved in this kind of activity. To my surprise, she said yes. I always thought that others saw my mother as this saintly Catholic woman, but that apparently was not the case at all.

I might add that usually when someone finally breaks down and tells about being involved in this behavior, they are so out of control that no one believes them. More than one of the survivors I met were still involved as adults. While they had personalities who wanted to get free, they also had personalities who were still actively involved. While becoming a multiple can save a child from perishing from horrific abuse, it can also be manipulated to keep a victim caught in a trap. Many victims of ritualistic abuse or satanism continue to be victimized long into adulthood. Only after that have outlived their usefulness to the cult are they left alone, or worse, disposed of.

One woman I met was known to the police that I later made my reports to. She had an extensive mental health record and a police record so was considered unreliable. The officers didn't know what to do with anything that she said. It sounded crazy to them.

Then they met me. I was a normal high functioning citizen. I didn't have a history in and out of mental institutions and no criminal history. I was clear, concise and knowledgeable and even more important, believable. I was what they call a "credible witness."

I gave them a reason to think that maybe what they had been hearing from others was true. While I was talking about things from nearly forty years ago, those things so paralleled what the officers were hearing about in the present, it was unnerving. It was hard to deny that the account of their known contacts aligned with my experiences.

These officers really wanted to delve into investigating my charges but there was one problem. Satanism is considered a religion and is protected under our constitution. Without hard evidence, the law prohibits them from conducting an investigation. However, if I should disappear or die from anything but natural causes, they will have what they need to proceeded with their investigation.

They have my complete record, names, dates, times, even copies of my artwork showing detailed accounts of many, many illegal and depraved activities. They are not the only ones who have these documents. I have set up an extensive network allowing for the possibility that part of these safeguards will be thwarted. In the event that I am silenced, there will be an investigation.

To be continued.....

Part 3


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