Questions, Lots of Questions

arthist99 from Gorilla Wordfare had questions that she posted in a comment on the post,Dealing with Black Alters I answered that I would do a post with the answers since I'm sure others must be wondering about the same kinds of things.

I want to start off by saying that these people had extensive resources. From the beginning I was told (as are all survivors) even if you tell, no one will believe you. And we will know that you have told because we have people everywhere, the police, the fire fighters, the doctors, the schools, the hospitals etc. There is nowhere you can go that we will not be able to know and find you. Then we will really make you pay.

With those kinds of threats, even if a multiple did have a personality that knew about the abuse emerge out in the real world, the odds are that personality would never have the courage to disclose and would hide any injuries to avoid detection. Personalities that didn't know might be totally oblivious to any injuries as part of their self protection. I know it sounds odd, but the mind is a powerful thing and it will do what it has to to survive.

So here are the questions:

Q: How did children receive injuries and not get treated for them?

A: Unfortunately many children were disposable, treating them was not even a consideration. Others were treated only if absolutely necessary. Doctors and nurses were included as part of the membership so their services were available if deemed necessary.

Q:How could parents hide scars and incorrectly healed broken bones once the children were school-age?

A: I can't speak to other survivors particulars because we've not discussed their specific details in regards to this question. But for me, my dislocations were re-located before I was sent home. The only broken bones I ever suffered where in my feet. My feet look ok externally but the damage shows up on x-rays. I don't remember if I was returned home before or after the bones had healed. But I doubt that anyone in my 'regular life' knew I ever had broken bones in my feet. Although I have always had a problem with pain from shoes, and a one point I had to wear braces on my feet. That was explained as an abnormality in the way my foot developed. However, that didn't happen until I was seven. Odd that I didn't have that problem before then.

Q: How can a child die from abuse and no one seem to wonder what happened?

A: Children that were killed by the cult came from different places. Some were raised internally solely for that purpose, particularly infants, but there were older internal children too. Babies that were never born in hospitals and documented.

There were women whose role in the cult was as a breeder to provide children for the cult whether those were infants for sacrifice or slaves. It's my understanding that many of the female ritualistic abuse survivors who have sought help have disclosed being used as breeders.

As for society not noticing, even today, there are stories on the news of children found who have been locked away and tortured by their parents or caregivers for years. The only reason we know this abuse occurred is because the children were found. The cult makes sure the children are never found.

I know people are horrified when these stories come to light. They wonder how a parent could do such horrible things to their child They wonder how the neighbors didn't notice. But it happens. Again I'll state we know because they find those children. The proof is in those stories.

While I can understand people wanting to believe it's just not possible, I know that humans are capable of great cruelty, depravity and ingenuity. I know the world seems like a safer place not believing this kind of stuff happens, but that safety is an illusion. Lots of people live outside the law and some are more depraved than others.

There were other sources of children as well. The homeless have always been easy prey and so have been the children of druggies. Children were also bought on the black market for the cult's purposes.

Q:The "bodies in the woods" you spoke of - did the authorities ever go looking for those missing children?

A: Not that I am aware of. However, I did make a report to the police as an adult. I also returned with two of my therapists to the approximate site where the bodies were dumped. It was clear from the geography of the land and the climate there that bodies would have deteriorated rapidly. That area is still overgrown woods to this day.

Q: How did those people keep others from noticing?

A: Battered children hide their injuries. And families who engage in abuse of any kind, tend to keep to themselves. "If you don't socialize with the neighbors, they won't notice" seems to be the belief. Families involved in satanism take that to even farther degrees.

In my family we were always warned that the neighbors were dangerous. We weren't to tell them anything about or family or our family might be broken up. As much as abused children want to be safe, they want to be safe with their families. The thought of being taken from family is a frightening as the abuse itself.

I think that anti-social behavior tends to make the neighbors think you're weird. I think they just write the irregularities they see off to that weirdness and pay it not mind.

to be continued...........

Part 2

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