Recently I've been posting things written many years ago during my therapy process. It's hard as I go through this stuff to decide what I'll post mostly because it all feels so graphic and certainly exposing to me. But, also, because I worry some about it being just "too" much for others to handle.
I guess just like back then when this garbage was coming to the surface, I was worried that no one would ever believe me. While today, I don't care for my sake if others believe me or no, I do care for those who are dealing with this crab today. I worry sometimes that it's just too unbelievable for some to comprehend and instead of dealing with their feelings about this horror they will reject it's truth.
Today, I really can deal with others rejecting that Satanism in this form really exists with all of its depravities. But there are those out there who cannot. It is them I worry about. Yet, I know there are others who need to know that they are not alone.
I think the most powerful trap of all created by the cult was that seed planted that "no one will every believe you." It doesn't take much to germinate that seed. It takes even less to keep it growing to massive proportions. Yet, choking the life out of that blood sucking vine is the only way to freedom. So I will continue to post even the most explicit and graphic content that surfaces in my old writings in the hopes that those who are able to hear the truth will.
I would appreciate if maybe some of those who "lurk" here and believe might take that extra effort and leave a brief comment for those who need to know that others believe. Support for victims is what this blog is really about. While I personally know that many more people believe than survivors dealing with Satanism can ever imagine, it would be helpful for those reading this to see "solid" evidence that people from the "real" world DO believe them!