Kahless asked how things are going and I'm not really sure what to say........their going..........that's for sure. I seem to be exhausted all of the time and pushing myself to get through my daily stuff. I have no energy left for much of anything at the end of the day. I find myself sitting in a chair rocking and staring at the Olympics.
I think watching the Olympics is good for me. I like the individual stories of people's dreams and their tribulations trying to see them through. I think it gives me hope. Right now I could use a little hope.
My husband job ends soon. I'm trying to get this farm cleaned up for my annual open house. I've already posted on my website that I am being forced to downsize my herd and that all offers will be considered.........the very thought of what that means is killing me on the inside.
I don't know what I'll do if I don't get some horses sold soon. But at the same time, it feels like this kind of a move could really kill my dream. Between that and the stuff with my daughter and granddaughter it's a pretty scary time.
On the upside, Lindsay is doing much better. She has begun resuming her chores here. That's been a great help. There's a lot of work to be done because of the adjustments I made while she was unable to work but eventually I'll get it all caught up and at least now I'm not getting farther and farther behind.
Lindsay isn't having anymore headaches. She is still experiencing some double vision but not all of the time. I think it affects her the most when she's tired. If she's still having problems with it in another couple of weeks, I'll have to take her to the doctor to see what's happening.
A friend has been helping me with my horse. I have been having some problems teaching the horse a couple of things he really needs to know to be a successful show horse. That is going really well. It's the bright spot in my day. I am grateful for the diversion.
I really miss visiting all of my blogging buddies........but for now I just don't have the energy. Keeping a lid on that old cult programming is really exhausting. I'm hoping that I'll get out of the mire that has caused this soon but in the meantime, please know I'm thinking about all of you.