tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2187441051484747220.post7985727540905913303..comments2023-05-29T07:02:47.281-07:00Comments on My Clouds, My Storms and Multiple Personality Disorder: Punishing the Parts Within?Rising Rainbowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04239592070775412669noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2187441051484747220.post-59056906537313641422007-12-04T09:20:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:20:00.000-08:00GOOD FOR YOU and what an important post to write! ...GOOD FOR YOU and what an important post to write! Yes, this is something we each need to learn. It was not our fault or our guilt or our shame--that belongs to our abusers.April_optimisthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04264149241673287909noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2187441051484747220.post-28974288660343262372007-12-01T16:17:00.000-08:002007-12-01T16:17:00.000-08:00i dont want to sign my name because im embarassed ...i dont want to sign my name because im embarassed to do so but i was hoping you might be able to write about body memories. How do you stop them being so bad you feel like its better to not be here anymore and how do you stop it when your body starts to show marks and things all over again but only when you are having those bad memories then the marks just go away like you are crazy or soemthing.<BR/>thankyouAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2187441051484747220.post-27837280812432346532007-12-01T16:05:00.000-08:002007-12-01T16:05:00.000-08:00I am glad you found a way to all work together to ...I am glad you found a way to all work together to get to a place where you needed and wanted to be.Kahlesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00500615451909999365noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2187441051484747220.post-87496142699877552492007-11-30T21:33:00.000-08:002007-11-30T21:33:00.000-08:00I didn't go through the kind of abuse you describe...I didn't go through the kind of abuse you describe, only one perp and for strictly abuse reasons rather than anything ritualistic. When the realization that something really had happened was triggered, I was obsessed with knowing details. I realize now that I don't need to know details to prove to myself that it happened. I know it did. For me knowing exact details is no longer necessary.<BR/>I've cut myself, hit myself, scratched myself. I still don't believe that I deserve for anything good to happen to me. And I don't seem to be able to lose weight no matter what. Abuse leaves life long scars. That's all there is to it. Sometimes we can learn to cope. But getting a decent therapist, at least for me, is impossible. They cost too much. The ones at county mental health are a joke. Because that's how seriously mental health issues in this country aren't taken.Cie Cheesemeisterhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14871507564733240927noreply@blogger.com